Sadelation

Wrong tunes I played
Still you...chanting me..
I know you won’t believe
If I smile I know

Rain clous seems again
came to bleed...
Don’t call me sinner
Im just a poseur..believe me..

If just a word make your
soul leave me..,
I’ll put myself mute.
be alive ,don’t cry

Im stared here, I could be
driven by fear..
all the thoughts you lend me
rolling in circles..

May be always defeated by you
I hear ...lights in the door
Stirring  and blurring all
the truth I spat..

No way to fade..Im’
standing like a beggar
pleased to smile again..
No miles to go
for a cup of smile..

Soon you’ll feel
Im not breathing..
Bid some sand to
bury all my thoughts
that pricked you all the time..

Days after,close your eyes
You’ll see my smile
in your drops of tears