Poseur - Always defeated

Wrong tunes I played
Still you...chanting me..
I know you won’t believe
If I smile I know

Rain clous seems again
came to bleed...
Don’t call me sinner
Im just a poseur..believe me..

If just a word make your
soul leave me..,
I’ll put myself mute.
be alive ,don’t cry

Im stared here, I could be
driven by fear..
all the thoughts you lend me
rolling in circles..

May be always defeated by you
I hear ...lights in the door
Stirring  and blurring all
the truth I spat..

No way to fade..Im’
standing like a beggar
pleased to smile again..
No miles to go
for a cup of smile..

Soon you’ll feel
Im not breathing..
Bid some sand to
bury all my thoughts
that pricked you all the time..

Days after,close your eyes
You’ll see my smile
in your drops of tears

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Shaman's mare

Who threw me down here
I felt some pain,Falling down
Alone in this dark Isle
Know its not night,still dark

My eyes went searching on
For an human face..sorry
to tell them the word ‘no’
Wandered in the moonlight there..

Oh I saw something ,same to me
searching in the dark..
I tried to call ..but my voices not reaching him
He seems not finding me,went away

I felt the dull light further went out
In the darkness itself,I saw him
someone,I scared to look at
Its eyes looked me for a moment
Went away seeming troubled..

It was a light that let me back
to where I was sitting alone
In a riverside near to my hut
I saw the wounds and scars in me
I used to be scared at scars

Shocked when I remember it was my face
I saw there similar when I looked myself
in the mirror after I cheated someone

But why It looked me scared??????



                                                          Eternal Life   

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Door Next..

Itz too long to take up
Hold on some minutes..
I know you can

Seeing all these and I
hope you will hide in my
better safer mind

And you never care
what they say
So you will heal me..same
Heal will kill me in all sense

Seeing all these
hide in my safe mind
and your smiles made me
cry over that night
begin to new life..

And all you done for me
Funny it was to think so
Ain’t made myself sick

You are the doctor..but
I can’t be your patient
I know you will heal me
same heal makes me..lie on to die with shy

I feel like a voice
waiting at the door
next to my mind..

But it’s locked up..unbreakable it is I feel
Someone’s dreams I know
They called it love..same I calls mad
And I am the nomad

Same thing I ask you
Why he made me born
and Is it for myself?
Or for you?


 

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